I’m so glad that you have such excellent reasons for having messed up other people and been exceedingly selfish and self-centred all your life.
Anyone would think you were reading from a script!
But, you know, one thing bothered me: I have never met anyone who resented being spoilt. My experience has been either that they had no idea it was happening, or that they revelled in it. Seeing it as wrong and saying so is remarkably self-analytical from someone I would have sworn had never thought a thing against herself in her entire life.